Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Blog Tour: A Messy, Beautiful Life by Sara Jade Alan

A Messy, Beautiful Life
Sara Jade Alan
Published October 2nd 2017 by Entangled TEEN
Genres:  Young Adult, Contemporary, Romance, Realistic Fiction


Life is funny sometimes.

And not always the ha, ha kind. Like that one time where a hot guy tried to kiss me and I fell. Down. Hard. And then found out I had cancer.

I’m trying to be strong for my friends and my mom.

And I’m trying so hard to be “just friends” with that hot guy, even though he seems to want so much more. But I won’t do that to him. He’s been through this before with his family, and I’m not going to let him watch me die.

So, I tell myself: Smile Ellie. Be funny Ellie. Don’t cry Ellie, because once I start, I might not stop.

Tour Dates:  October 2-13

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From the outside, it must have looked like a weird improv girl about to lie right on top of a strange boy. Onstage. In front of almost two hundred people.

We had been doing near-acrobatics for the past two minutes. Snippets popped into my mind—entangled arms, wrapped legs, arched backs. My brain processed the building energy of the audience, the rising laughter, the hoots and whistles, and I realized our scene must have looked like an epic dry-humping session.

Mortification enveloped me, like all the naked, peeing nightmares of childhood but without the happy escape of waking. I feared this might be one of those shuddery life-moments to etch a forever-home on my memory’s instant-cringe list.

And yet. The rare connection, the out-of-body-ness… I understood what it felt like to be in the moment. I also knew there was “in the moment,” focused but aware, and really in the moment, where everything outside the scene slipped away. It was what I’d read about in all our improv books—like some Holy Grail of improvisation. But I hadn’t known it was possible to totally “lose your mind” and be completely in the moment. Now I did, and it was fun.

If only it could have happened in private.

But it hadn’t. And we were still in it—I was hovering perilously close to his face, as all this flashback processed in the embarrassment quadrant of my brain in an instant. I made the mistake of looking him in the eyes.

Our faces were so close. His lips formed a shy grin on one side, revealing a single, irresistible, dimple. We cracked up, and I released the rest of my weight onto him in a fit of nervous laughter, my head falling in the crook between his neck and shoulder. My nose informed me I had a new favorite smell. As he brushed off some of my hair that had fallen in his face, his arm mashed against me in a nice and only slightly suffocating kind of way, and he shouted, “Will someone please yell freeze already?”

Someone from the audience yelled, “No! We’re waiting for you to do it.”

“Yeah!” the whole audience agreed in unison.

And then they chanted, “Do it! Do it! Do it!”

Oh my God. It hit me that I was, in fact, still laying on top of him. Super speedily I stopped sniffing him like some crazed wildebeest and jumped up, only to be left standing downstage, caught and bewildered, a flush of embarrassment crying out like a face tattoo.

I decided I really should quit improv.

It would make life so much easier.

My Thoughts

Ellie and her friends are involved in a improv group at their school.  One night while they were performing she meets Jason and they instantly have a connection.  After their improv performance Jason and his friends invite Ellie and her friends to a party the next night.  While at the party Ellie and Jason hit it off and are about to kiss when she slips and falls off the deck.  She is immediately rushed to the hospital, shes finds out she didn't break her leg but finds out she has a tumor in her femur.  She later finds out she was a rare type of bone cancer. 

Wow, this book was soo touching and beautiful!  I laughed and cried through this book and it takes a lot for me to tear up and cry in a book.  Ellie is a strong girl, when she found out she had cancer she took a day and cried it out and moved on from it and excepted it.  I think the best part of her journey through it all was her support system, her mom and friends were everything!  Her dad later on jumped on board, but it took him awhile to understand that Ellie needed him.  

Ellie and Jason's relationship was perfect, the right about a romance and the perfect amount of love.  There relationship was beautiful, Jason went through the same thing with his mom and he knew exactly how to support Ellie.  He was there from day one and never wanted to leave her side.  

What made me cry even more was when I read the author notes at the end and read that the author also had the same kind of cancer.  I think it was beautiful that she took what she had and wrote it out on paper into a very touching story.

I received a book from Chapter by Chapter Blog Tours in exchange for an honest review.


About the Author

Sara Jade Alan wrote her first comedy sketch during second grade recess, then cast it, directed it, and made costumes out of garbage bags. Since then, she has performed in over a thousand improvised and scripted shows all over the country. When she lived in New York City with her college improv group, she worked as an assistant to a best-selling author of young adult novels featuring strong female heroes and was completely inspired by her books and the awesomeness of her teen fans. Spending a year on crutches, Sara turned to writing her own young adult stories and was hooked. Currently, she is one-half of the comedy duo, The Novelistas, who perform about writing and teach performance to writers. Hailing from a suburb of Chicago, Sara now lives in Colorado with her husband—who she met in that college improv group—and daughter, who they waited a bunch of years to make. She is a member of and guest instructor at Lighthouse Writers Workshop.

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